Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

The road which is supposed to lead me to freedom seems to go nowhere at all. Well, it does lead somewhere, but it wanders and meanders all the way. I made a giant leap yesterday, but today methinks I'm getting back to the starting point.

But when you've started something, and stopped for a while, can you really say you wasted your time? Is the effort invested absolutely pointless?

I guess tomorrow I'll know. But I need to be so strong.

This dreadful anxiety, I'm so sick of it.